RED

我不思回报却又如履薄冰地准备
我执着于感受的稳定性 但也不忌讳变动的诱惑
这些矛盾在生活中生长着 仿佛朝生夕卒的牵牛花 把一抹晨光囚禁 将一抹夕阳释放 平静地周而复始

现在  我想诉说 但脑袋提醒我 毫无意义
戛然而止
生活的常态
延续的只是生命线

hey i want to say sorry to myself,actually i want to say sorry to everything on the earth
suddenly i found i was tried in the competition with nobody even for nothing and losed the way to rebuilt the confidence which ist too fragile to touch
at that time i just wanted to fall down without imagination until my body hurted because of the conflict between reality and  daydream
sadness was eating up the rest human emotion out of control.the physical part standed alone and left the psychic going far away
i am separated in the deep
the wind blows on
the half is so gentle as to bring the loneliness
the half is so lonely as to bring the gentleness

活泼地重生

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到了这儿 完全不同的文化 冲击着视网膜 精神上从小说中感受过宗教的奢华 神圣 执拗 但切身在这个上帝划出的庇护所中 我真正触及到祈祷的力量 尽管 我可能一生是宗教的旁观者

光芒穿透瑰丽的琉璃 带着颜色撒下去 仿佛从天堂带来上帝眷顾的脂粉 7臂烛台 从星期一燃烧到星期日 陪伴上帝创世 万物苏生 以狮子自喻的王者曾经叱咤一方 而如今长眠于此 多少春秋 毁灭了多少的蜡烛 唯有木雕 一语不发 默默地盯着下边做祷告的虔诚信徒 以及后来窥视他们的猎奇者