hey i want to say sorry to myself,actually i want to say sorry to everything on the earth
suddenly i found i was tried in the competition with nobody even for nothing and losed the way to rebuilt the confidence which ist too fragile to touch
at that time i just wanted to fall down without imagination until my body hurted because of the conflict between reality and  daydream
sadness was eating up the rest human emotion out of control.the physical part standed alone and left the psychic going far away
i am separated in the deep
the wind blows on
the half is so gentle as to bring the loneliness
the half is so lonely as to bring the gentleness